...you need an outlet. I don't really have that. I have things I want to say to people that I can no longer speak to. Things I want to share, but can't. I wonder what it would be like to have one person who knows EVERYTHING about you. I should like that, I think. But I can't have it. Not without a lot of pain and heartache.
sigh.
You just get really frustrated you know? I want to chat with him like I used to. But this time with nothing else attached. No lust, no sex, just friendship. You give up that right too easily sometimes, and though you don't miss it all the time, there are times when the ache to chat, to laugh, to joke, is all too strong, and you need an outlet. I guess this one is it.
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